the true source

God, I am really frustrated right now. But I think I know what You're trying to tell me.

I have been overflowing with joy for the past two weeks. I feel like my source of happiness was from the community that You've placed around me. But like Sara's message at the Ark today, we should not be relying on the church, or anyone else. We are to emulate You, Jesus. Cause God, only You are our source of comfort and strength. I know that I prayed and relied and called on You and fed off your Word when I "needed" it during midterms week. I feel like You are calling me to distance myself from the guys I've been hanging out with lately and really returning to You. I need to revive and renew my prayer life, and take more time out to read your Word.

God, may You just be my source of hope and joy. God I thank You for providing me with a ton of community and fellowship for the past few weeks. God I pray that I seek You, and You only.